for my brother :')

Do not save your loving speeches
For your friends till they are dead;
Do not write them on their tombstones,
Speak them rather now instead.

If you were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with you, I'd be at the bottom to catch you...

I swear...:')

this is the truest shit I ever wrote...

ok the post about me preparing myself to become a doctor is no longer relevant...

frankly speaking, the past 3 months might be the hardest time I've went through in my whole life.. the lousy SPM result, the rejection by numerous sponsorship bodies, the envy of watching my friends accepting offers and scholarships to further their study overseas or even in local universities and the fact that I've disappointed my parents.. the reality was really hard for me to swallow at that time...

I don't have to blame anyone actually about my result.. it was my fault for not being serious and my perfunctory manner towards SPM.. honestly, I was never really focus in my studies during my last year in Alam Shah.. serve me right.. my SPM slip was really a smack in the face...

I need 1 month to actually settled down and deal with the fact that life must goes on.. I told my mind that Allah always has His own plan for us and this kind of circumstance is one of His test to His servants...everyday, I spent my time praying for Allah to guide me and show me the path that is right for me to start the new chapter of my miraculous life...


funny things about miracles though, they will always appear in the most extraordinarily way and sometimes even beyond your wildest dream..  last week when it's happened to me.. receiving a sublime call from PNB telling me that I'm now one of their scholarship recipients.. I was like  (photo below)!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I guess Allah really has prepared a great path for me... now it's either to use this precious opportunity or just let it slip.. to seize every moment in my A-level for academics and other stuff or just repeating the same old mistakes I made in Alam Shah.. 

I am grateful to have wonderful parents and sisters who keep advising and support me in whatever things that I want to do.. how I love my family... the teachers of Alam Shah who always believe in me.. and of course my brothers from PIRATES 0610 who always motivate me to become a strong person like I used to be.. thanks guys I love all of you and good luck in your studies.. and lastly my lovely friends and seniors from PKTR 2010.. without all of you I will not become who I am today.. 

to be honest I am not that proud to of my life journey till this day, to be more honest actually I am.. :)

p/s : wow, I thought it was just a figure of speech but this is indeed the truest shit i ever wrote

huh

It's time to study.. my fellow readers....

one month to study Arabic and basic medicine subject...

and the journey to become a doctor begins...

see ya!

:)

in the lair of the lotus eaters..

Salam..

Oh God please help me.. I'm stuck here in the lair of the lotus eaters..

6 months of relaxation really turned me into a lazy bum.. huh..

and suddenly i have to start attending classes again..  writing essays again.. reading tonnes of books.. and just to picture that scares the hell out of me..

I don't want to leave this comfy life.. the good food, long naps, facebooking and fraping hehe.. it's just so irresistible.. and needless to say,addictive..

but sadly, the time passed in a jiffy, it's time to step on another level of my life.. the tertiary level..

and challenges will be harder, no more spoon-feeding from your teacher, no more last minute study, no more chatting with your friends till morning.. this is the future.. the path that i have to walk to succeed.. 

and it's all depends on me now.. whether to crawl and left behind by my fellow comrades who pursuing the same dream as mine and working so hard to earn it..

or to run as fast as I could to be the best among the others..

whether I'm ready to go through that tough and atypical journey.. It will be decided soon..

first, like what Odysseus did to all his soldiers who were intoxicated in the lair of the lotus eaters.. I have to sober up and be prepared..

wish me luck..

ok.. this is an announcement..

Salam readers..

GET READY FOR THIS SHOCKING NEWS!

*drum roll

i'm gonna widen the scope of this blog!!!!!!!

WOOHOO! 

*sitcom cheers n claps

ok enough.. imaginary crowds! 

*sitcom boo

haha alright,alright back to the announcement.. i'd ran out of ideas to keep on updating my blog..  

despite there's nothing new and interesting in our music industry and there's a hell lot of movies for me to review and of course needless to say, peers who frequently urging me to speak about something more than just movies and music..

Barney: zuheir, c'mon your blog is getting boring! pfft and you claimed to the world that i'm your mentor ?

Isabella: music n movies? really? u think u r a freaking experts or something?

Freddy:write about ur life bro... or u don't have one? XD

haha although all of them are my favorite imaginary friends.. but still..

so i decided to write about other interesting things.. whether they are politics,world issues or my own experiences.. u name it..

 barbados11.blogspot will become a more personal,mature and maybe a lil bit emotional (nahh i don't think so) site..

so readers,i'll still write about music n movies.. but probably not as frequent as before :)

lastly, i love y'all..

Crows Zero ni manga ke?!

Well, long time no see fellas..

haha SPM dah habis.. otak pun dah ringan sikit.. so aku ada hobi baru utk hilangkan rasa bosan duduk kat rumah selama 3 bulan.. nk start blogging balik n download movie sebanyak mungkin.. so adela satu movie ni betul2 menarik minat aku..

'CROWS ZERO' name die.. satu movie Jepun pasal bdk2 gangster sekolah Suzuran.. haha best gile la cerita ni.. disebabkan citer ni best aku pun jalankan research ttg citer ni(MANGAT)... rupa2nya ada manga ttg citer ni.. manga tu namenye 'Crows' & 'Worst'.. so film ni ialah prequel kedua2 manga tu..



tapi berita baru yg aku jumpa.. Shonen Champion Weekly ade keluarkan manga based on this film dlm keluaran diorg sempena 50th anniversary.. dah dua keluaran dah..






So sape2 nak bace.. mcm org selalu ckp 'You can Google it!'

Chow!